Yep! I sure did miss you ladies.
wow! it's been one full year since I was actively involved with my blog. I must
confess I really feel bad about that.
what happened? well let's say I
got carried away with the need to make money as I had a lot of pressing needs
that needed financial response to them immediately. So at the time keeping Divas
Defined blog seemed like the best thing to do at the time. but then the funniest
thing happened. I found out that although I made more money in the year 2014
than I have ever made before I had experienced a high sense of emptiness and
depression started to set in. I mean as much as it looked like life was good, I
still fell empty.
How good was 2014? well, let's just
say I went on vacations three times to five different countries....
Yeah! it
was good like that. But still did I feel good within...nah! you would think
that with all the vacations I would be chilled out but contrary to the matter I
was always stressed out and I mean on a constant state. nothing seemed to
please me. I was hardly happy. Always thinking of the next idea to bring in
more money. For every goal I achieved I was eagerly moving to the next. Hoping I
could quickly accomplish it. it was a roller coaster.
So I searched deep within to
wonder why and then it dawned on me that when I was actively involved with my
blog, and still running my business. I felt more better. no matter how broke I
was, as far as I knew that my blog post blessed some body. I was good. Funny
thing is that I never ever bothered how to get the next job but people kept
calling me. it was unbelievable. it's almost like I was called specially to
help ladies and as long as I did that, God kept his own side by taking care of
me and bringing business my way. I know it might sound crazy but it's true.
I know I have a strong concern
for my female race but I have always tried to be diplomatic about it especially
when I am been call a feminist by guys. For a while I tired to be on the fence
but I guess not any more. So yes I am a feminist and yes Divas Defined Network
was designed for women.
Why? well simply because I was
beginning to see how a lot of women including myself were allowing situations
defined them. I saw beautiful women sleeping with different men because they
felt useless simply because some guy some time ago told them so. I saw ladies
living in pain and grieve and ageing tremendously simply because they were
holding on to the different experiences that cut them deep, I saw single
mothers been ridiculed by society simply because they decided to keep their
babies and not abort them, I saw ladies seeing themselves as ugly simply
because they were fleshy... and the list goes on.
I mean when was it going to stop.
when will ladies understand that they are the most amazing creating of God.
Even men attest to that. but still, everyday more and more ladies display
themselves at trash. it's sad, but I believe it will get better.
So to cut the long story short I
am back. I know, I know. I have said this before. but for my sake not even
yours..loll! I am back.
It's great to communicate with
once again. I am excited and am looking forward to a rewarding and fulfilling
year....
I know its kinda late but still
HAPPY NEW YEAR DIVAS!!.. cheers
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