As a child I have
always loved myself and I have always been proud of myself. I mean I fed on the
attention my dad always gave me. Every day I would ask my day who is your lady
and he would say “YOU ARE” I lived on a high of a massive good self esteem. In
my world I was the best thing that happened to creation, as in seriously who
and what could be better?
I was so full of
myself, but as time passed and I faced so many troubling life incidents my
personal self joy and esteem dwindled away slowly and totally. Then the
incident of me having an unwanted pregnancy hit more than I ever anticipated.
It wasn’t the pregnancy that got to me but it was my encounter with people that
cut me DEEP. From an extrovert I became an introvert and every since then it’s
been difficult to recover. Today, Am much better, I mean my child is now 7years
old and a fine one at that.
Sometimes life feeds
us with weeds when we planted seeds of fruitful endeavour. Things don’t work
out as we expected but then again it’s our choice to either accept the weeds or
uproot them from our soil of planted dreams and visions. You have to refuse to take the nonsense
that LIFE has offered you , you have to
be determined to build your own destiny the way you want it and how you want
it( with Gods assistance of course) but never again should you let yourself believe that you
can’t MAKE IT in this journey of life. This is not an instant occurrence, this
believe system will have to be built within yourself of course but finally and
one day you will stand tall full of grace with tears of joy in your eyes as you
say to yourself “ THIS IS WERE I WANT TO
BE”.
Join me as we
encounter a journey of self discovery, emotional healing, encouragement,
enhancement and empowerment.
Imoh Iniakpaniko
@imohspeaks
@imohspeaks

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